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17 March 2005
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so, what is life exactly? why does it bring so much pain and heartache to fellow mankind? are we humans, to go through life, which brings so much pain and just bear with it? oh no. i'm not complaining about this beautiful life which God has given me. but just rather curious, wad do we get after we go through all the pain? just life experiences? hell, its not enough to satisfy me. and what really is love? sometink dat cant be describe? oh yeah. by the loverbirds who are crazily in love. but has anyone asked the opinions of the heartbrokens' one? face up to reality, one will always be heartbroken one day. dusnt matter when, dusnt matter who. so why does love exist.? when in the end, someone will get hurt. why does God create tears? so that people can let go of our pain? hell, tears dusnt help. tell me, how does crying helps when you noe your loved ones don care a piece about you anymore? why waste those tears? its better to save them. maybe when its dusnt rain anymore, u can cry. save those tears. and make use of them at a better time. and why does attraction between the opposite occurs? why cudnt we just be friends? why must dis complicated chain exist? is love realli dat important? oh hell, im not talking about love in family. im talking about love in relationships between 2 humans. a love between de opp sex. a love dat makes you drown. a love that makes u fall. a love dat in de end hurts you like shit. that makes you cry throughout the nite. love? bullshit. that aint love. why is human so curious? to experience love and its sweet process.? dont they think of the consequences? the moment whereby you fall so madly in love just to noe the other party dusnt feel de same? and you just fall hard on your back, not being able to get up.. i get the point if love between friends and family. i get the point. i see it. but, steadies? wad de hell..? jerks. toyin wid ur feelings. givin u the rong signals. in de end, u fall so hard on ur back. u cant get up. u suffocate in the world u don noe. wen u sit in ur bed, late at night, u're crying so hard, it takes a million tissues jux to wipe dose tears off. and do you tink, the other party, who dusnt even hav feelings for you will damn it care for you? will try to stop you from crying? damn it, hell no. why the hell do jerks love spurting out this sweet words. honey,sweetheart, i love you. damn it. sweet talk. hell ya. shit you bastard. why make girls fall in love with you den drop her just like dat. is she ur ragdoll.. damn it bastard. live ur playboy life but don mess wid her feelings. her feelings aree true. not like you, liar. damn it. i'm getting out of topic here. i didnt want to talk about dis. but hell, wadeva la. not in the mood to type anitink else. |
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nor liyana mohd khalis.i'm always in love with pretty boys. like as if i don't learn from experience, i always give in to sweet words. and i never learn from the past. i'm vulnerable to hurt, but i'd like to believe i'm stronger than i seem. jauh di dasar hatiku, aku tahu aku masih kasihimu dan menyintaimu. namun kau sudah berpunya, kau sudah bercinta. disini kita berakhir, tergantung segala cerita dan kisah lama. wishlist
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